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Diary of Janet Huang (Huang Jianing) 23rd -30th January

宁海白血病孩子-黄佳宁病房日记 2012年元月23日
今天是大年初一,首先我祝所有关心我、帮助我的好心人新春愉快,龙年大吉大利、健康、平安每一天。我昨天上午针打到十一点就让护士阿姨给我拔掉了,我怕赶不上十二点的车。回家我以为妈妈准备了一桌丰盛的年夜饭,哪知小弟弟和妈妈一晚都没睡过觉,小弟弟前晚又拉又吐,并且发着高烧,小弟弟难受不停地哭闹,妈妈带他去医院看病,自己的饭都顾不上吃。今早爸妈又带小弟弟去医院了,看来这次也要打好几天针,你说这么冷的天要是在家里吃吃、睡睡、晒晒太阳那该多好呀!有些事情就是不由你算,真是没办法。但愿我小弟弟好得快,看到他那难受的样子我们的心情也不好受!
January 23

Today is the first day of Dragon Year on the Chinese Lunar Calendar and I would like to send my blessings to the kind who helps and cares me. I didn't finish the saline until 11am and then the nurse stopped it for me in order to let me catch the 12am bus. I thought Mummy would prepare us a nice dinner, but to our surprise, she didn't sleep over night because my little brother got a terrible fever with spitting and diarrhea and went to the hospital. He might need several needles. God bless my little brother be fine soon so we won't feel so upset for him and then we could eat, sleep and enjoy the sunshine together.

宁海白血病孩子-黄佳宁病房日记 2012年元月24日
我的梦想总是完美的,可现实却是那么的残酷:我高高兴兴地回家过春节,我想一家人快快乐乐地团聚在一起过上一个礼拜再回医院,可昨晚我高烧了,爸爸不得不去宁海车站提前买票。上午爸妈刚把小弟弟从医院打完针回来,就冒着大雪去宁海了,我无力地躺在床上盼望体温降下来,我真不想去医院。其实我回家那几天体温一直不稳定,医生是说最好别出院,可我一想到妈妈孤孤单单地在家,我也像其他病人一样自己要求出院,没料到在家才呆一个安稳夜。我感到无比的痛苦,明天妈妈怎么带小弟弟去医院呢?看到别人家欢天喜地地过春节,我的心情无比失落。[此贴由爵士乐在 2012-01-27 07:54 编辑过]

January 24


Dream is perfect while reality is cruel. I expected to have one-week happy Spring Festival reunion with my family but I had fever last night and Daddy had to buy the bus ticket in advance against the snow. I lay on the bed powerlessly hoping the fever  back to normal in order not to go to the hospital. Doctor suggested me stay in the hospital but I refused in order to accompany with Mummy. Sadly, my fever stayed normal for just one single night. I was so admirable to see others happily gather together and I was worrying Mummy and little brother.

宁海白血病孩子-黄佳宁病房日记 2012年元月25日
快到中午的时候我到医院了。今天可真冷,地上都是冰冻,房子上、树上都是白茫茫的一片,我和爸爸冒着刺骨的寒风来到医院。现在医院也冷冷清清的,有的整个病房也空着,我还是选了个靠窗的。忙了一整天,我和爸爸连午饭也顾不上吃,下午就开始打针了。[此贴由爵士乐在 2012-01-27 07:53 编辑过]

January 25

We arrived at the hospital at noon against the chilling wind and it was freezing cold outside with the ice on the floor as well as the frost on the roof and the trees. There were few patients in the hospital even with several empty rooms so I stayed beside the window again. We didn't have time to eat lunch and I had the needles in the afternoon.

宁海白血病孩子-黄佳宁病房日记 2012年元月26日
我今天抽血抽了五针才抽出血来,护士阿姨说是天气太冷了、血管抽多了萎缩了。是啊!血液科离不开血,抽血、验血就是家常便饭。我手臂上插的管子现在打针越来越慢,今天去拍了个片子还好里面没有折断。肺部CT做出来有一点点感染,难怪我体温不稳定。医生说还好,只是有一点阴影,先打消炎针控制感染,我也只是有一点咳嗽,痰也没什么。妈妈打电话告诉我:小弟弟针打到晚上六点才打好,小弟弟今天不吐、不拉、不发烧了,只是没力气,不吃也不喝,医生说拉脱水了,要补各种液体。明天可能不用去医院了。

January 26

All the Hematology Department does is to draw and test the blood. The nurse didn't get my blood until after 5 shots because of the coldness and the blood passes my vessels more and more slowly through the pipe on my arm and luckily it didn't break. The CT shadow shows my lung has a little bit infection thus my fever is unstable. I had little cough without any spit so they gave me some antiphlogistic needles to control. Mummy called me that my little brother would finish the saline at 6pm and possibly won't go to hospital the next day. He turned normal but was strengthless and didn't have appetite.

宁海白血病孩子-黄佳宁病房日记 2012年元月27日
今天早上洗脸的时候,我眼皮上连着头皮的好多疱疹的血痂都洗掉了,露出了红红嫩嫩的新皮。爸爸说现在再不怎么难看了,不过再也不能用手抓了,痒的时候只能用手摸摸。爸爸说的也是,我才不想脸上留下疤痕。今天一位十七岁病友姐姐的姑姑的女儿送我一袋书。她说:佳宁,无聊的时候看看这些书,书刊是我们人类的朋友:它能给我们向前的力量;它也能排解我们的忧愁和苦恼;它能带给我们开心和快乐,你躺在床上和这些书交朋友吧!是啊!每天手上挂着针我能去哪呢?只能看看书、做做白日梦…

January 27

I accidently washed away the bloody herpes scab this morning and it shows the fresh tender pink skin and Daddy said it looks nicer than before but I could not scratch it any more to avoid scar. I received a bag of books from a girl for me to kill the boring time. Book is the best friend of Human Being which gives us the forward power and send away the sorrows.

宁海白血病孩子-黄佳宁病房日记 2012年元月28日
妈妈今天告诉我,小弟弟这两天不吐、不拉了、体温也正常了。只是现在没力气,你逗他也懒得笑,两只脚站不起来,看着任何东西都不想吃。医生说现在只能少吃一点带咸味的稀饭、要么喝专门腹泻婴儿的奶粉,现在一下子不能乱吃东西。我这次回家两天小弟弟一声也没笑过,除了哭闹还是哭,我妈妈好几晚都没怎么睡。我既心疼小弟弟也心疼妈妈,都是我姐弟两惹的祸。

January 28

Mummy told me that my little brother turned normal recently without spitting, diarrhea, or fever but still weak. He couldn't even stand, didn't want to eat food, and had no smile. Doctor suggested him to have some salty porridge or special milk power. Mummy didn't sleep for nights because of the sickness of both of us. How sad!

宁海白血病孩子-黄佳宁病房日记 2012年元月29日
我今天在一本书里看到“不死树”,开始我觉得很好奇,哪有什么长生不老的植物?是什么树哪有这么神奇呢?顺着目录我翻开85页,原来榕树又叫“不死树”。榕树枝叶繁茂,寿命很长,所以被人们称为“不死树”。为什么榕树会长生不老呢?这是因为它有无数条气根为母树提供养料和水分,榕树枝干垂下一条条气根,有的悬挂半空,吸收空气中的水分;有的下垂到地下,与正常的根一样吸收土壤里的水分和养料。要是不看书,我哪知道这些知识呢?我要不断地吸取宝贵的知识,使自己渐渐地长大。

January 29

I read a title Immortal Tree and was too curious to open the page at 85 and found out it was Banyan which has rich branches and leaves as well as long life span. Why? Because it has countless air-roots to support the nutrition and water for the trunk. Some of the roots are hanging in the air absorbing the moisture and some of them are dangling to the underground sucking the water and nutrition in the soil. I would never know the knowledge without reading books. Thus I should read more to enrich myself!

宁海白血病孩子-黄佳宁病房日记 2012年元月30日
我今天上午做了骨穿,医生每次夸我配合好,不哭不吵也不闹,她们说把我当大人对待。穿刺后施医生特意过来送我一个布娃娃,她说这是奖给我的,叫我坚强再坚强。我很感谢这些对我特别照顾的医生和护士,她们和蔼可亲,像我的亲人一样,只要我有不舒服,她们经常来询问。我有什么情况也愿意向她们反映。昨天开始我拉肚子了,医生及时地给我用药,可能吊进去的盐水是冷的,今天还是拉肚子。医生给我查血:按照所缺给我补钾、补钠…并叮嘱我不能吃油腻的、不能吃冷的、不能吃甜的、酸的、蛋之类的…我脚都软了、胃口也没有,就想赖在床上睡。

January 30

I did the bone-piecing this morning and was praised by the doctor because of my good temper. They treated me as the adult and gave me a doll for rewards to encourage me to be stronger. I am so appreciated for those doctors and nurses who are amiable as my parents. Once I felt uncomfortable they would always come visiting and I was willing to report my situation to them too. Like yesterday I had the diarrhea and they gave the right medicine without delay. Perhaps the saline is too cold and I still have the diarrhea today so they checked my blood and told me not to eat something oily, cold, sweet, sour or eggy. Also, they gave me some nutrition pills but I didn't have any appetite and was strengthless. What I want to do is to lie on the bed and sleep.

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